pourin rain ;

2005-11-21T13:02:00.000+08:00

sorry. its seventhheaven-.blogspot.com

please amend. thanks!

val!

2005-11-21T12:48:00.000+08:00

hello. ive moved again.

www.seventh-heaven.blogspot.com

!!!

thanks. -valencia (:

2004-12-10T19:50:00.000+08:00

2004-12-07T09:18:00.000+08:00

try as i may i could never explain
the width of your love and the depth of your grace

ok. IM BACK FROM CAMP!!
camp was super super great lar.
even better than last year's.
i miss it soo much. BUT BUT its not yet over
till the next year's camp!
i really felt the presence of god the whole time there.
everyone was just crying their hearts out
for jesus.
i'm just so blessed to know my cg.
they are funny people.
BELOVED ROCKS!
even though i didn't get to bunk with ethel
i still had two wonderful people bunking with me.
me zenda and ethel were going around taking photos.
one of them with AH TECK's BUTT.
hahahahaaha (:
ah teck's one crappy and lame sickening pervert.
i really love this year's camp.
i want the next camp to last for a week.
we sang this song called 'when i did nothing at all'
it's actually when you said nothing at all.
but an even nicer version.
such a meaningful song. was crying while
singing it. thank you lord jesus.

the smile on your face lets me know that you love me
there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
the touch of your hand saying you'll catch me whenever i fall
you gave your best ; when i did nothin at all.

2004-11-30T17:41:00.000+08:00

i'll be gone for some time so. TATA! (:

2004-11-30T17:32:00.000+08:00

i'm going to tzt camp i'm going to tzt camp. tomorrow. yaaay i'm going mad. i can't wait to go again. lalala. ethel's in G.I. hurhur i also want to but too bad los can't change anymore. almost finished packing. i just want to be touched by jesus once more.

'cause penny and me like to roll the windows down
to the real world_ push the pedal to the ground
and penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
close our eyes pretend to fly_ its just penny and me tonight ;

2004-11-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

hi ho! today had training. soo tough lor. my legs were going to break. but training's even tougher when ms tan's NOT around. muahaha. yep we ran from spe to botanice and back again. jolyn's found us some cip to do. so responsible. AND I FOUND YOUR BLOG MS JAMIE LOH WITHOUT YOU TELLING ME NOW YOUR BLOG IS IN THE POWER OF MY HANDS MUAHAHAA. nah lah jkjk (: then joy wanted to film this short video clip of us trackers for the sec 4 farewell party. haha we decided on a scene where the 2004 ny (peggy) was passing a baton to the 2005 ny (jolyn) when this person comes up to dig her nose. grooosss. but very hilarious. after training went to cityhall mrt with jamie to meet my new caregroup. beloved. actually they are nice people. was laughing my ass off at zhen's jokes. played a few games at the esplanade. polar bear and umm mafia. its like murderer lah. i know the black magic trick! hahaha. yeah then went home and played ps2 with huanying. and watched tv till like 10pm. PEACEOUT (:

2004-11-28T15:55:00.000+08:00

jesus, lover of my soul
Jesus, Lover of my soul,
Jesus, I will never let you go
You’ve taken me from the miry clay
You've set my feet upon the Rock, and now i know

I love you, I need you,
Though my world may fall, I’ll never let you go
My Saviour, my closest friend,
I will worship you until the very end

2004-11-28T15:54:00.000+08:00

through it all
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness

And I look to You
And I wait on You

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness

And I look to You
And I wait on You

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You

Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

2004-11-28T15:53:00.000+08:00

this is how we overcome
Your light broke through my night
Restored exceeding joy
Your grace fell like the rain
And made this desert live

Chorus:
You have turned my mourning into dancing
You have turned my sorrow into joy

Your hand lifted me up
I stand on higher ground
Your praise rose in my heart
And made this valley sing
(Chorus)

This is how we overcome
This is how we overcome
(Chorus)

2004-11-28T15:52:00.000+08:00

i think i've just posted almost all of my favourite christian songs.

Still
Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

2004-11-28T15:46:00.000+08:00

Free
would you believe me if i said...
that we are the ones who can make the change
in the world today...
would you believe me if i said...
that all of your dreams in your heart
can come true... today...
would you believe me if i said...
that life could be all that you want it to be... today...

chorus:
and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need, You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
cause You're all that i believe
and the one that created me
JESUS.. because of You.. i'm free

verse 2:
would you believe me if i said...
that God can make miracles happen today
would you believe me if i said...
that you dont need to wait for the answers before..
you step out in faith..
would you believe me if i said
that nothing is ever IMPOSSIBLE.. for God..

Bridge:
just live your life.. with God inside
you wont regret one moment of it
and give all that you can for God... for God

another rocking song. ohmaann (:

2004-11-28T15:39:00.000+08:00

I lay my life down at your feet
You're the only one i need
I turn to you and you are always there

In troubled times its you i seek
I put you first thats all i need
I humble all i am, All to you

One way
Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for
One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for

You are always, always there
Every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me

You wil never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever till forever meets no end

One way
Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for
One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for

You are the way the truth and the life
We live by faith and not by sight ... for you
We're living all for you

This song is great! i love it!
You can't help but jump up and scream "ONE WAY, JESUS"

It's simple, yet very true.

2004-11-28T15:14:00.000+08:00

My Jesus, my Savior, Lord, there is none like You;
All of my days I want to praise the wonders of Your mighty love.
My comfort, my shelter, tower of refuge and strength;
Let ev'ry breath, all that I am, never cease to worship You.

Chorus

Shout to the Lord, all the earth, let us sing
Power and Majesty, praise to the King;
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name.
I sing for joy at the work of your hands,
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.

repeat

Shout to the Lord, all the earth, let us sing
Power and Majesty, praise to the King;
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name.
I sing for joy at the work of your hands,
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.

2004-11-28T13:29:00.000+08:00

2 more days ! blimey!
went for tzt service ytd. came late cause went out. thank god it started late. rocking out as usual. daniel took the service. haha super funny. sat with delight and charmaine. i finally got to see charis and abigail lims.he's always very funny. had a camp briefing later. they gave out red and black jackets! its soo big even though i took the S size. like pyjamas like that. ethel went for holiday in japan. and she's coming back on the night of 30th of december which is tmrw and the day after that would be the tzt camp! so amazing. come back for holiday and then go for camp. hahaha. i changed caregroup! so sad lor. *rants at dora* i want to change back to G.I!!!
i realise perfect 10 isnt that nice to listen to anymore. its kinda... boring. like they always always always play the singles and the hits. that's all. plus the dedications and the request are ALSO hits and singles. bahh i think class 95 or 98 is waay much better.

2004-11-23T19:18:00.000+08:00

animosity

yep. tagboard's up. i'm not a pea eater. next would be links. off to watch happy fish and eat fish and eats. tata.

2004-11-23T18:58:00.000+08:00

-4 days to tzt
-8 days to camp

If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it. If he had a wallet, your photo would be in it. He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, he'll listen. He can live anywhere in the universe, and he chose your heart. And the Christmas gift he sent you in Bethlehem? Face it, friend. He's crazy about you period.

i'm so so blessed. i just felt it. amazing. i just chanced upon some of the leaders' blog. and i happened to chance upon this person. i think your name is cliff. not sure. you sounded real depressed. way down. don't know why but seem cheerful during service. ohwells. god bless you. i happened to find _'s blog too. haha his blog is utter crap.

2004-11-20T13:23:00.000+08:00

hi ho! you know the new nine pm ch 8 show? the mighty in-laws or something like that? yeah it's not bad really. zoe tay's too pie kia. yep don't really like her. tmrws the day when the sg idol. taufik and sly. would turnm up at tampinese linkway place for a meet-and-greet session. finally. they remember little old tampinese. haha not insulting tampinese lar. but have you ever heard of a moscow circus help in pasir ris? or a rock concert held in pasir ris? or any cinema in pasir ris? you know pasir ris is quiet. we have good old white sands. yes very big urhm.. ntuc. i know im raving on and on but that's what blogs are for right? for people to get mad on! but tm's really much nicer a place now that they've done some major renovations. i need to buy earsticks. anyone knows a place?? please tell me!

yep PLS GO TAG PRESS THE NAVIGATION BUTTON DOWN BELOW THERE! THANKS!

2004-11-20T13:22:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH.
oly was voted out.
how can i react to that.
i was like pinning all my hopes on her that
she would make it to the top 2.
STUPID SINGAPORE.
hahahaha.
i voted for taufik
i think he's really good. but personally i would rather
sly out than oly :/
cause sly's voice is getting looower and loower.
hahaha.
oly rocks.
sly is okay.
and their showing the finals on DEC 1!
raaaaah! :|
how can they do this to me?
i'll be in malaysia in my tzt camp
with my dearest roommate ethel!
wheeee i can't wait for evangelion.
how many days? lost count. pfft.
there's service tmrw! meeting delight at the rock.
gonna jump my heart out again! wheeeee.
there's the champion 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i knew the producer's counldn't bear to give up a show with such high ratings just like that
i'm gonna watch every EVERY single episode of
it.
changed my layout without usage of INTERNET!!! i'm so smart! did it entirely offline
and it's NICE (:
at least i think it is.
please don't copy it.
i promise i won't steal yours anymore.
you know who i'm talking about. you-know-who.
idiot bitch

2004-11-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

16 more days

SINGAPOREANS! LISTEN UP! YOU SHOULD BE AND FEEL FORTUNATE TO HAVE SUCH CLEAN PUBLIC TOILETS WHICH PROVIDE GOOD SANITATION AND TOILET DOORS! UNLIKE TOILETS LIKE THOSE IN MALAYSIA. IM STATING A FACT. yes i am.went to msia for holiday. stayed at the golf resort called the legend. ooh horseriding is sooo super super fun.you know to make the horse love you even more you have to talk to it? yep that was what i did. you knwo the first day i got bullied by the horse lor. couldn't control it. riders lodge have klutzy horse names like springer and magic kiwi and jet set. but the horses are really really friendly. i loove horses! its abit bumpy at first but then you get used to the jerking and everything. there's the trot thing and the instructor kept saying 'up down up down' non stop cause you have to do that to make the horse trot. i was struggling to keep my big mouth open. it's soo funny can. making the horse run is the best. the wind's stronger than when rollarblading. hahaha too bad singapore doesn't have horseriding ):

yeah then does the low stinking toilet. the resort just wanted to create a socalled 'jungle-y' atmosphere. so.. they make us guests bathe in the open with all the stinking insects and spiders on a whole bunch of pebbles and just some trees shielding us! what kind of a stinking bathroom and washroom is that??!?? and it's creepier at night when you have to use the toilet cause you wouldn't know what you're stepping on next. cripes. so you have to just use this extremely stinking candle thingy to kepp the mosquitoes away at night. but guess what i my legs' infested with the hell of bites. i meant two. bleah and the houseflies. yep they're part if the msia government for you info. humans are already overpopulated by them. flying around asif the whole world belonged to them. we're eating forgoodnessake. blimey i should just lodge a complaint to the msia govn.

wah. one year in nanyang is finally over. time really flies yeah. im sec 2 next year. yarr sec 2! gonna try slog really hard till my parents want me to stop studying. hahaha. i wanna scream.

2004-11-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

ohh. it's been ages since i last blogged. last logged into my blogger account. like months ago. ive got so many things to say. and i don't know where to start. so many fun things happening. let's see. i missed bmc's jyc camp!!!!!!!! kicks myself in the foot. how could i?? foolish me. jyc's really fascinating. like all the songs and the games. i've been there since i was young. _______ didn't go too. that's good news. still can see that person.

EVANGELION ; the awesome grace of god.
YES. it's finally here. 4 solid days in guoman beach resort port dickson malaysia. and im GOING!!! hallelujah! ethel's coming too!! gosh im too overwhelmed to speak. count it as too filled with god's grace lah. can't wait to start packing for the camp all over again. gonna break my arms off. rmbed the last time i packed i threw my luggage. socalled luggage. on the floor. couldn't decide what to bring. got so fed up lor. hehe. lydia came to tzt with me last sat. yepyep soo EXCITING. jump jump jump. it's a 'different' church compared to others yes. thank you lydia. i know. ADVERTISEMENT: TEENZEAL TOWN SERVICE OF NEW CREATION CHURCH 1-3 PM EVERY SAT. ((:

watched princess diaries 2 with LES. it's super funny and funny. PRINCESS WANT TO GO POTTY. hee was laughing my head off. yeah did i mention i loove mocha icecream? cause i absoulutely do. mocha's always soo creamy and luscious . yeah and the 25cent ICECREAM FROM MACS IS VERY NICE (:

kay wanna go watch the champion leh.

2004-11-01T13:55:00.000+08:00

quiztime :)

quiz :)

1. What's the color of your bedroom walls?- light beige and dark beige
2. What's in the top drawer of your dresser?- uhm?
3. Do you have a rug or hardwood floor?- hardwood floor
4. What kind of pictures are on the walls?- posters of idols
5. Is your computer in the bedroom?- yep XD
6. Did you make your bed today?- yep even with the new maid
7. Are your clothes all over the place?- yes, hanging all over
8. What color are your sheets?- really light blue
9. When you walk in the bedroom what's the first thing you smell?- the air? :)
10. Do you have a TV in your room?- no, my room is to crowded
11. Are there any full length mirrors in plain view?- nah. no space.
12. What's on the table next to the bed?- books and my personal stufff
13. What's in the drawer of the table next to the bed?- accessories =D
14. What covers the windows? curtains or mini blinds?- curtains
15. What's piled up under your bed?- flooor?
16. Is your bed brass or wood framed?- wood i guess :)
17. Are the lights bright or dim in the room?- bright, just like me :D
18. Do you use a little plug in night light?- no
19. Do you have Buzz Light-year pillowcases?- ..no
20. Do you drink or smoke in your bedroom?- i don't do such stuff :D

1. first day enter the world: 281091
2. first cry: read above (:
3. first relationship: uhm don't think so. =D
4. first crush: mm, haha.
5. first kiss: can't rmbr ..
6. cutest: ?
7. most handsome: my DAD :)) LOL
8. prettiest: ?
9. most crazy abt: ? nothing & noone :D
10. fave company: LOTS!
11. present fave show: the champions :D
12. hosting show: ?

likes
13. season: winter, i love the snow(:
14. colour: blackorangebluelime green :D
15. sports: BADMINTON. LOL
16. subject: PE (: literature
17. books: romance and teenage kind HP!!!
18. comics: ?
19. radio station: 98.7FM [ perfect ten ] :)
20. song: hillsongs; al songs on 98.7FM

preference
21. choc/vanilla: vanillaaa :)
22. sweet/sour/bitter/hot: spicy?
23. primary/seconday school life: can i choose none? (primary LAH) :D i love staying at home
24. chinese/english songs: ENGLISH
25. netball/basketball: netball though im not much of a netballer
26. watch tv/sleep: this is tough. BOTHHH :D
27. dog/cat: D-O-G (:
28. rich or poor: prefer me being rich :D love to help poor XD
29. Singapore/Taiwan: singapore
30. long/short hair: long. can't imagine myself with short (:
31. run/jog: run
32. laugh/smile: both :D
33. teens/teenage/Lime magazine: lime

which
34. last idol show watched: SI :)
35. last comic read: can't rmbr
36. last place went: to the toilet (:
37. last movie watched: spiderman 2 dvd (:
38. last shopping mall went: tm to eat.
39. last tv show watched: cant rmbr.
40. last textbook read: uhm. none?
41. last idol's live concert been: none?
42. last number called: audrey
43. last call received: lydia LOL
44. last sms sent: yumei (:
45. last sms received: yumei :):)
46. last sports played: BADMINTON XD

going to do / want to do
48. place: town!
49. watch tv: the champion
50. comics: none
51. country: newzealand to see laura & i wanna go hollywood too!
52. concert: ?
53. school: RAHHHH! :/
55. people: ?
56. friends: play badminton!!
57. languge: wanna learn > FRENCH! =D
58. test or exams: no wayy!
59. act in a show: act in HP movie LOL :D
yep im BORED (:

2004-10-31T13:47:00.000+08:00

you are forever in my life
you see me through the seasons
cover me with your hand
and lead me in your righteousness

and i look to you
and i wait on you

i sing to you lord
a hymn of love
for your faithfulness to me
i'm carried in everlasting arms
you'll never let me go
through it all

"through it all"- hillsong united
-

2004-10-31T13:32:00.000+08:00

your love for me is like the morning dew
sweeping through me and i will
live for you for eternity and a day

just came back from service
today's sermon was boring
was falling asleep half of the time
maybe it's because i slept like two in the morning
i really felt like kicking the man sitting
infront of me
he was laughing throughout the whole worship session
can he show some respect to those who
want to worship god?
anw signed up for evangelion
bunking with ethel
saw delight.
haha i don't know why i'm typing like this today.
walked around suntec for awhile.
ohyeah!
i got a new phone!!!
wheeee thanks mum (:
during caregroup charis was talking about MOODSWINGS
haha don't know for what reason
then she asked the guys how they thought women controlled them
damn funny
she said there was this guy who had a wife and two daughters
then they each had different weeks of it in a month
THREE WOMEN. THREE WEEKS.
poor guy (:

2004-10-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

hii. lotsa things have been happening hese past few days. yep just celebrated my birthday with my beloved friends ((: was soo touched kay. just wanna say thank you thankyou thank you thank you thankyoooou. love you all. that includes yumei lydia sarah anying eehui faith vanessa rachel kincheng chiewlin... ohthelistgoeson. heehee. just watched the champion. yilin is super... jian. hahaha. umm i think i'm a badminton enthusiast. stayed back after speech rehearsal with yumei to play badminton. school's a goner now. nothing much to do. haha bye.

dude. i hope this doesn't come between us, like, i care about you, man. [oh can i love this phrase.]

2004-10-26T19:36:00.000+08:00

heh. i missed school todaay. seesh im really sorry. but i will go to school tmr. there's eng speech i think. and i havent made my costume. ohgosh hope she won't make noise. but it's not so bad since im learning guitar now! haha actually it's much much easier than piano and violin. learnt this drum beat thing too. wahlao can you believe that drums are actually more difficult to learn than guitar? well at least i think so. can't remember what i did at home. hmmm. oh yeah michelle branch song's are really nice. esp. breathe and everywhere. haha. going for tzt camp!!! *claps* yeah i can't wait to rock out till one plus with my mates again and then playing pranks all over the place. remember this time we anyhow dialed a number. then we told them like 'hello this is the long xiang siao restaurent downstairs. your salmon is ready. please get your bill ready.'. haha clever charis. the person was soo freaked out can. the person turned out to be wei xiang lor!!! hahaha. wheeeeeee soo fun (:

2004-10-25T19:00:00.000+08:00

if you wanna be the teacher's pet
baby you just better forget it ;

WOOHOOO!!!!
SHOOL OF ROCK ROCKKKS!!!!!! XD
been watching it for the forth time already ((:

had this RICH RICH malay culture programme planned for us sec ones. like helloo?? don't they have anythink better to do? eerhh. i quite like the dance part. heh. super funny. me and yumei were prancing around gracefully. hahaha at the same time joking and fooling around with phrases from SOR. heehee super funny can. laughing till my stomache ached. haahaa. after school me lyd and faith played badminton. they've become my badminton pardners. lyd came to my house to watch SOR. of course i initiated it lar. too bad yumei couldn't come. then we would have laughed like xiao ((: yaaaay freddy jones is sooo super duper nice. dang i feel like watching it again. but electric guitar's still loads cooler than drums!!! haha. my hands are itching to play one. heh.

*sometimes i wonder why i'm putting myself through all this shit that you have given me. and i'm telling me i'm quitting honestly. i'm tired. you are driving me iinsane.

2004-10-24T19:17:00.000+08:00

wheeeee. just cut my hair. now its rather short. looks a bit wierd when it's tied up. haha. had captain's ball inter class comp. sooo fun lor. and we won second runner up kay. quite a feat for us one nine. cause we have yumei (the pro) faith (also another pro) rachel( excellent catcher) vanessa, kincheng( pro defender) and last but not least.. me!! heee. plus lydia (water girl) chiewlin maureen and hmm team manager wenyi?? gosh and we won swensen vouchers!! the day before had cross country. don't need to say lar. didnt pace myself properly enough. need to do better next year yeah. poor yumei was feeling giddy. after xcountry took the stinking 156 to j8. wahlao wanted to faint can. the people in the bus were covering their noses. hahaha. ate at yoshi then took neos. haha then took 53 home with yumei and lydia. talked alot. freakky.

BADMINTON IS SO FUN CAN.
argh why didn't i play it MARCH earlier.
hmmph.
played until i got this really big bruise on my right wrist there.
hope ny will have a badminton tournament sooner or later.

i really need to buck up on my violin and piano. yes. i need to score a distinction in my exams. byeeee.

For as by one man's disobedience
Many were made sinners ;
So by the obedience of one
shall many be made righteous.

2004-10-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

you were there when i was lost ;

hmm. now's 8 plus. just played icy tower. hee. im real bad at it. received my geog lit and hmp results. dont talk about lit can. i scored soo low. didnt beat _______ after all. so sad. why do i have to score so low for the eoys when i score much much higher for assignments. bahhhs. so stupid. all got Bs. umm tmr's there crosscountry. me yumei and lyd are meeting earlier to warm up. at mac reserviour. i havent been running. at all. the only sport ive done so far after eoys are rollerblading and badminton. ohyeah played badminton with faith after school until five plus. we were dragging the timr lor. couldnt bear to put the racket down. haha badminton's one of the most fun sport can. been playing it to vent all my fustration after the exams. you know, hitting the racket real hard. and its nice seeing the shuttlecock fly through the air.

2004-10-18T10:33:00.000+08:00

testing.

2004-10-18T10:02:00.000+08:00

soooo sad))): just received back eng paper. got sooooooooooooooooo low. heart wrenching. but its to late to use my english vocab now right. hurhur. in com lab with yumei and lydia. crying. no mood for anything. and the sky shows our mood too. stupid marker lar. give me so low for everything. later got chinese paper. hope its not below my expectations. its like a few days ago everything was sooo happy. then now................

2004-10-14T11:07:00.000+08:00

Yippppppppppppppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.

-out of breath

eoys are finally over. though its a little too late to blog for that since that was monday. ermerm i hope i dont mess and screww it up. haha now want to focus on playing till i drop. monday after maths paper 2 took a cab with yumei and lyd all the way to downtown east cause we anted to go to play in escape. spent 13.30 on the cab fare just to see the bloody thing closed. bahhhh so went to eat burger king then played bowling. we were busy commenting on people's styles. like the ahma and the primary school boys besides us. oh whatever. we played three games and each won one. then walked a looong way to my house. played badminton. haha soo fun lor. then audrey joined us so it was me yumei against audrey. haha then wanted to buy slurpee from seven eleven but she had violin lesson.

realise im already looking forward to gof. which is like dec 2005??? ohmann. i urgently need a countdown right now. went rollarblading just now. just got a taste of it for half an hour. i really want to rollarblade. and there's a problem with my publishing thing. i cant seem to be able to publish my new blogkskin. it just gets stuck at 69 percnt. i dont wanna waste my three hours of hard work. training starts this sat. argh. dont know if i still have the stamina to run anot.

2004-10-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

studied whole lot of geog today. wheee my brain's NOT gonna explode. god you were helping me and helping me all this while right?? exams are wierd. can make you mad and crazy. hallucinate. but remind myself of two weekends. okay ONE weekend. didnt go for piano but have been practising like xiao. my brother's one wierd person too. sometimes nice then next moment he's firing up again. sigh. but i loooove him. irritating though. why do i feel so... cooked up these few days. feeling funny again inside. awwells. chinese pper and maths pper on monday. gotta go eat.

2004-09-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

one more day-

okaaaay.FINE. i shant take your pic anymore. you allowed me to what in the first place. what wrong did i do? what's your prblm. now you're mad at me. from now on i shall have nothing to do with YOUR blog stuff anymore. if that's the way you want it.

2004-09-29T19:20:00.000+08:00

i've broken my promise of putting my blog on hiatus. sheesh its not working and i'm blogging. countdown:2 days. and what am i doing?? blogging. okay i have been mugging real hard to the point of catching a flu. now its gone so.. thank god! i have this enormous bruise on my right leg after playing netball during p.e. guess i'm not really much of a netballer. haha too 'viscious'. anws yumei knows it. clever girl((: real friends are not those you spend the most time with, the noes you laugh with the most, the one you go with recess the most, nor the one you go home with the most. He or she's the one who is able to stand up for you no matter the circumstances, the one you are closest to, the one whom you can trust in faithfully no matter what.

today well had spring cleaning. me yumei lyd went to see mrs chan for the lit but she wasnt there. so shared a cab with lyd all the way to tampines mrt. decided to eat at macs. suddenly we were sitting down when this really freaky old lady (she's got TONS of whote hair) just came over and sat down beside us and started talking to us. we were giong 'who the heck is she'. then she started splurting wierd nonsense about her childhood. didnt really understand. i was trying hard not to laugh. she kept repeating that she was not going to cheat us and steal out things or wadever. sooo scary!!! me and lyd were out of our wits. purposely ate very fast to get outta her sight. giving me the creeps. took 81 home. thought i was lost. little lost chicken. bahahas. studied science, maths and chi. proud.

thank you for showing me that your love and everything. i really appreaciate it. i know its not the first time you heard it and it wont be the last.

2004-09-23T20:52:00.000+08:00

today is no teacher day. haha explains all right? got whacked by yumei lydia and sipei again. like ytd at the photocopying room. whoa soo fun can. head concussion. oh yeahh. dunnoe how many brain cells die liao. studying geog now. its the most relaxing subject to study. can chat and multi task while studying.
ahh one very short post dunnoe wad to tok abt. haii.

2004-09-23T10:53:00.000+08:00

my blogskin is sooo ugly
really wanna change it
umm in school now
had councelection.
what a complete waste of time
the candiates are not abit competible at all
me and yumei were trying to pass time
sneaked out to buy food.
hahaha.

2004-09-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

10 days to exams. scary. ahhhhhh my it. left one page and still havent uploaded. why give us some it thing in the middle of our exam period?? maddness. umm. track cross country postponed to 21st oct. haha something to look forward to after the exams.

2004-09-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

-like a kiss from a rose of your grave

-

mooncake fest.oh what a complete waste of time man. after school me lyd and kincheng went to kap after hmp. went to macs to study. ate evm first lar. can't go to macs without eating first. wahahaa. met yonghui and chowpei there. studying as well. yonghui's mad about kap. then we settled down to study. shitty cause i couldnt concentrate. me and kincheng were mostly commenting on people. haha in the end couldnt even finish half of my maths hw.im NEVER gonna study there again. never ever. yumei was with her volleyball mates. faith came later and she had an ice cream fight with choonmin. while walking to the bus stop we saw faith's friend. vernon. dunnoe who the heck he is. then the mooncake thingy started at 6 plus. lame. lame lame lame. hahahaa. really lor.. full of performances of chang er and some mooncake history thingum. ohwells. me and kincheng were exchanging looks all the time. plus lydia too. went to meet kincheng's friend but he left soon after. how expected since the supposedly festival was nothing more than flowery stuff with pink dresses. urrh.
anw couldnt wait for the mooncakes. long story. we were walking around the school aimlessly lor. so much for ghost stories. there were even people having secret meetings up on the fourth floor. faith left early. lydia and kincheng and chiew lin also left. me and yumei just talked. it nice to have a real friend to talk to when you're real bored. time flys that way. gotta study liao. relax too much. been rollarblading the whole day. bbyee.

2004-09-17T14:48:00.000+08:00

; when the oceans rise and thuders roar

okay.
blogging in school.
FINALLY.
my blog template sarks.
i shouldnt have changed it in the first place.
why does the spacebar make so loud a sound.
now's hmp.
and mrs ee's isnt in class.
lyd is apparently blogging with all her keyboard sounds.
and kincheng beside me is blogging too i guess.
we are suppose to be revising for hmp exam by doing this
stupid aurelia thing.
think we're going to continue doing this for
the rest for the lesson.
listening to chords and cadences being played over and over again.
and like almost all are the same lor.
what the heck.
whats the point of doing this exercise when you can get all the answers correct??
huh.
we look like a couple of idiots wearing the microphones over our heads
like some alien with an antenna sticking out.
im typing real slowly now and softly.
the com lab is so quiet.
except our keyboard sounds.
hahahaa
ater going kap with lyd kincheng
to eat and study there
then having zhongquijie fest in school
ohmann
haha
mooncakes
i want mooncakes

[[i will soar with you over the storm`

2004-09-16T18:28:00.000+08:00

i like the way you tell
all the pieces of me;

hah. i finished my inspiration FINALLY. crapped thru lar. erm erm my tagboards practically SHRIVELLING up.. no one's here to tag. awwww. only kincheng.. what. anyway whoever reads this post you are ordered to tag right now. NOW. haha im tring to get rid of the pop up sign which asks whether you wanna download something anot. it hangs people's coms. DREADFUL. dont know how it got there. read the cinderella story. it's soo boring. yes soo predictable. chad's not the least bit cute. haha. exams are coming in fifteen days time and counting. should i study NOW?? haha. after blogging, that is.

sipei, you're soo scary and nice at the same time. i really don't know how to describe it. you know things. well it's good cause i needn't hold back that burden. at least i can trust somebody. ohwells. have i meantioned before that out class is full of hypocrites. urrrrh.

i just realised that paultan is ALWAYS playing this horny game with those who are late for english lessons. if you enter the classroom later than him, he would supposedly RUN towards the classroom, challenging you to compete against him see who would run the fastest to the classroom. aiyeer so childish. justignore~~him~~. bleah.

2004-09-16T14:24:00.000+08:00

haha the man's not here. so shall continue blogging. i have this wierd feeling that friendships are fallingapart. dont know why. its sooo wierd.take a chance, take a risk, make a change,and breakway.' i love this song man. my fave kelly clarkson song. im struggling with the inspiration thing. ohhelpme..

2004-09-15T20:17:00.000+08:00

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okayys. i haven't been blogging for a VERY VERY long time. yeah was busy studying. hahaha lots of things have been happening since. yeah new school term and exams coming in about 19 days. grace is undeserved, unmerited, unearned favour. apparently i DO have it. haha thank you. you know im beginning to see cases of 'studying so little yet seeing the results'. soo thankful. haha. thats why i HAVE it. today had p.e and did the test thing of 4 items. 750m, 50m sprint, throw and jump. i did improve for all except the throw. my throwing sucks la. hahaa. but i still have my muscles. huh the technician just came in announcingthat that the com lab's closed. sigh i just can't find a proper time to blog. why do people go out to study? i just can't. my room's the best. quietest with the least distractions. and sipei's a REALLY good monitress. long story.

2004-09-10T13:47:00.000+08:00

just had lit lecture class in school. stupid los. i don't understand a single shit thing. who care's about where YOUR HEART GOES?? like what does the soul of the world do to you?? you DONT NEED THE SOUL OF THE WORLD TO FULFIL YOUR DESTINY AND KNOW THE ROOT OF YOUR FEAR SO AS TO OVERCOME IT?? HUH??

anw now in comlab with kincheng SUPPOSEDLY doing eng tingy BUT we have to download it first and it cant download so now im blogging. gahhh im soo fed up with this thing. blog later.

2004-09-05T21:06:00.000+08:00

looked thru my hwk. so far ive touched half abit. not counting the maths papers ive got. i REALLY want to buck up for maths. score at least an A for chinese and maths. yes i MUST. so my hw:

it
~~art~~
~~sci ws~~
Lit x2
geography
english
maths ws
practise the maths papers
study chinese

tmr going out with yumei. hoping someelse would come along. cause going out with only another person CAN be boring. gotta go to school tmr. can you believe it?? it's not really holiday, just a BREAK from school. tata..

2004-09-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

hii. i've made two decisions. first, imworking on my new blog template. i've decided to do all my blog templates by myself. that is, i combine from differnt blogs and make my own!!! it's much nicer lahh. can take more pride in. all thanks to expert sam i know how to do liao. ok second decision. ive decided to look at my grades in a different light. like not always say it's lousy and blah. like see whether i got improve anot. for the online progress report i actually have improved soo much. especially my science. unfortunately, not my ~~chinese~~. bahhh i don't care. i already did my best. mak just can't see it. he's PLAIN mean and bias. urrh. no urhum ~~chemistry~~hope for the students he deem 'bad'. stupid emptyhead fat oaf he is. well so long as i do my best, and know that i have studied. i am hfdlgb. secret code you see. heee.

tday. just watched the stefords wives. eeeh stupid show los. no meaning at all. nicole kidman is MADD. urhh lets -rewind-. before watching that i came home from violin class. didnt go to tzt OR bmc today. went to ncc adults service. damn funny lor. coffee bean's chocalate toffee is soo nice!!! yeahh. love it. um there was this blow at home. such a trivial matter. what's the BIG deal?? so fedup lor. anw was smsing late at night den fell asleep with my phone in the BED. hahhaa i squashed it. didnt do much today.

ytd. went for gab's concert 'love lifted' at raffles hotel jubilee hall. when it started, i was like okay.. bmc ALWAYS always sings the same songs over and over again. never change one. aunty susan looked like a ghost!! she put soo much powder on her face. eliza was the only person i recognised there lor. i mean from frontliners. yepyep. the rest were GUYS. urrrhhh. predictable storyline. what can you expect from a muisical put up by primary school kids?? anw dunnoe why the adults were all going 'ENCORE'. aiyeer how can you encore for a muisical?? stupid los. but the k1 and 2 all very cute. like they stand on stage then just fall down liddat. den stand up then fall down again. hahaahahaha. wonder how i was like when i was k1. cute?? i think so ((:

2004-09-02T15:00:00.000+08:00

soo long never blog leh. training starts in half an hour and i have nothing better to do than to blog. yh and tianyuan are playing their erhu and chatting animatedlyz over i seriouslydunnoewad. hurhur. so many things have really been happening these days. oh whatever. like i want to think about them EVER again. on tuesday went back to pl with renee. yes we took a cab and made our horrible card in it. haha. nothing much. left at 1 plus with rachel. she's a prefect!! so honoured. haha ________ is cute!!! its like he's hinting a convo but he keeps turning away. ohman whats his problem?? went to burger king to study. in the end spent most of the time eating my burger. think i'm gonna quit my chi tuition. i saw my progress report. real bad. sigh i REALLY need to buck up for the exams. bbye.

2004-08-30T17:40:00.000+08:00

1. thank you god for your grace and love
2.thank you jesus for dying on the cross on me.
3. thank you god for tzt ((:
4.thank you yumei for always standing by me all these times and for being
a real friend.
5.thank you track and my teammates for guiding me and making life in ny
still worth living.
6.thank you kincheng for the laughter you bring into me during boring
lessons.
7.thank you lydia for being my going home partner.
8.thank you my family for the love and care you have showered on me.
9.thank you blog for my personal writing space.
10.thank you my radio/handphone for the entertainment you
always provide me with.
11.thank you my bed and pillow for the comfort you provide me every night.
12. thank you computer for the convenience you provide me with
everytime.
13. thank you sipei for being such a responsible monitress and such a
thoughtful friend.
14. thank you ruiyi for being such a great pal.

i'm in such a thankyou mood now. shouldn't be taking everything for granted in life. im sorry for those who i left out in the list. you should know who you are, and i really want to thank you.

2004-08-30T08:24:00.000+08:00
hide me now
under your wingsnow in it lesson. im typing real softly now cause im sitting besides ms chis. don't want her to hear me but it's real obvious. ytd ethel didn't go to church. i was so loner at bmc lors. and i really wanna go to tzt. and im in love with the song still. it's very meaningfulim real pissed with _______. think you very smart isit?? i can't stand your attitude. just go away.

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand

When the oceans rise
And thunders roar
I will soar with You
Above the storm
Father You are King
Over the flood
I will be still and know
You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

2004-08-27T17:58:00.000+08:00
why does the
feeling keep coming back

just did 50 situps!!! wah my stomach soo pain. aching. yumei did 90. tink she gonna do 90 todayy again. hahaha. today her leg whole day pain. ive been doing throwing for three days continuously. my arms and shoulders are all aching. together with my stomach. how nice.

2004-08-27T17:38:00.000+08:00
wheeee!!! no more tests!! for this week only lar. next week there's a maths and hmp test. maths no the last day of school. how dumb could it get?? i've set myself a new goal : to beat ______/______ in EVERYthing. not just ________. haha. can finally get down to do kincheng's blog. ohmann 36 more days to exams. soo fast!!! i just can't get down to catch my breathe. watched singapore idol ytds. i just loove olindo's voice. i can't wait for next week's episode!! christopher michael lee is performing. his voice is soo nice!! and he's quite cute too ((: had training ytd. finally. and i came late. cause i had the sttpd lit test. didnt finish the second question thou im sure i could have if i'd another hour or so. gahhh. jolyn thought i was lazing arnd and slacking. what lor. i was so pissed can. at least i don't go for trainng with a valid reason. unlie some people. and she seemed really far away that day. not her usual self. she kept ignoring me and hanging arnd with _____. sighh. wonder whats upp..

I've been more guai in chinese class. mak picks on me less often. not like he still doesnt. and english class is just a waste of time. me and kincheng were sitting on the left of the classroom when she suddenly spotted paultan's button sort of exposed. could see his insides.. we were larfing like mad lor can. so fuannie. and he didnt noe i guess. so when he leant back even more could see even more lor. wahlao had a stomachache that day (:
everywhere i go there seems to be some kind of person-inflicting virus. like for instance chinese tuition. sang yu (or if that's HIS name) has seem to caught the theresengitis. eerhh. it's disguisting. it makes me feel so extra. like i'm a BIG boulder standing right in the middle of the road blocking them from whatever they want to do. when therese used to make a ~~lame~~joke, he'l just sit there and keep quiet and pretend nthing happennd. that was week one. now's week 9 and he's laughing his head off every 5 mins at her dumbbb jokes. man i just can't stand it. what's his problem??!!? me? i'll just sit there as usual with a dazed look trying to figure out what the hell happened and why he was laughing 5 mins ago and still counting. furreek. one day i'm just going to tell him to piss off. or should it be therese. i think they're the same. Both piss me off. It scares me. therese used to be so friendly and nice and easy to talk to. now when its just me and her for tuition we just stare into space and it's so difficult to start a conversation with her. and now i'm like soo extra in class, not understanding a single of their stupid jokes, not laughing along with them. yeah i know she's just putting on a big ACT. acting funny, cool, witty, intelligent, making up excuses along the way. ohforgoodnessake. STOP IT.

2004-08-23T19:38:00.000+08:00
so slide along slide now baby that's why;
i'm gonna give you the time of your life.

there are four tests this week and im blogging?? i cant believe myself. but temptation to blog was too great. heeee. umm cant remember doing anything else except STUDYING and STUDYING. so boring. ive decided to go for the underwater world diving pearl thing. but none of my dear friends are coming. i mean, some pple are going, but it doesntmakeadiffevenwhentheydontgo. ok, im being bias. changed my blog layout. but the tagboard wont go in front!! having BIG blog prob now. i totally screwedd my chi and maths tests upp. didnt score much. ive decided from this day onwards to beat __________ in everything. ests, exams, p.e, dance class, teacher's remarks whatever. i'm beginning to find her wierd all over again. ohwells. like i never did. i think yumei's also doing the same.
need to do science notes now. dontthink i'll be blogging for long. unless some temptation crops again. bye blog. take care.

2004-08-22T18:55:00.000+08:00
one way;jesus
you're the only one that
i could live for

got a double blow today. shant blog about it. it's too embarrassing. hiding it under the smile im wearing today. oh god, i swear i will never do such a horrible thing like on friday. there's a terrbile pang in my heart now. i wonder why i even did it in the first place. i keep repeating the same mistake. god please help me to stop lying. we still haven't finished the geog project. wasted the whole morning in the sku. it's all the computer's fault. may all the computers in ny die. gahhh.

I'm glad that at least i have studied for the four tests next week. i'm going to be real focused for the next one week. trying to score. its all about grace. grace is undeserved, unmerited, unearned favour from god. im really thankful for that, especially at this point of my lives. i need not worry so much about exams and all the test. training's starting again. finally. i can work on my tan again. bahaha i realised it has been fading since the last two weeks. i looove being tan!! its nice. especially with the ny uniform. white and brown. sound like chocolate cake. they have just announced that li jia wei is out of the olympics. hahah kind of expected cause singapoer's never been good in sports?? so much for our ipw porject.. i can;t resist the temptation anymoer!! i need to go to tzt. bmc's just not right. even ethel agrees. its just.. wrong. monday's the nicest day in sku. no chinese.. no maths no science... oh mann i just realised that i havent finished the shitty storyboard. need to concentrate on my studying now. my neoprint collection just expanded. took neos with yumei lydia faith first at hereen and j8 .

2004-08-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

wheee! this is going to be real short. looking for a new blog skin now!! its saturday. tmrs sunday that means can see _______ and larf like madd again!! haha can't wait oh gosh!! been planning to go out with ethel for ages but always can't find the right time. she's having tuition and classes. ahh need to go. byeeeee.

2004-08-20T11:23:00.000+08:00

cross country later. i'm aiming to be one of the top 20. with yumei. all track pple have to gert into top twenty lorr. think it's possible. haha. anw school's ending at 12!! yipeeee!! means we get to skip that darn english elective. i love the books holes by louis sachar. it's really nice. very meaningful. was reading it thruout the whole of maths lesson. ms ng was just crapping away about bank accounts and simple interest. not like it's fascinating or what. haiz i carnt stand the shirt i;m wearing. its so hot and stuffy and cotton-y/ kind of sticks to your body. eeerhh. why carnt we just wear pe shirts?? macritchie reserviour. going there later. i'm really nervous about the run. brought chocs and biscuits for energ food. wahaha. yuemi didnt bring her banana. okay shall stop now. blog later.

2004-08-19T14:41:00.000+08:00

hope dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption

Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! just realised there was no training today!!! stayed back for nothing lor!! anw that's good cause there are soo many test next week. maddness. haha. yumei's screaming in the background, declaring that it's not fair. well, i have not been slacking allritt. its just that when ever i want to train there's no training. it's so.. gah. want to stop blogging about tests for the moment. i promised to help kincheng and chiew lin to do their blogs. sighh with everything going on, its impossible. And i still have yumei+ me's blog to do. haha. me plus yumei= fast runners. hahaha. tmrs there's cross country, and i;m aiming to be top 20 or so. ive been doing abit of planning. my strongest subjects are obvious. so i think i'll score in them. that will pull my marks upp. so i'll just concentrate on them. i know god can help me score. one way's stuck on my head for lyk dunnoe when. it's soo nice. hope charis and abi haven't forgotten me. i havent gone for service since june.

i just love the olympics man!! especiallly the running. not going to miss it. everything's nice, really. just can't stay up late to watch the telecast as i'll forever be missing the afternoon onr. dang, i still can't get over the fact that michael phelps lost!! ahh but that ian thorpe. BROKE WORLD RECORD FOR 200M FREESTYLE. whooo. but i;m not supporting him. no way lorh. bahhhs.

2004-08-18T11:19:00.000+08:00

blogging in school. with yumei in the com lab. MARHARS!!! spent the littlest amount of money i could on recess today. 60 cents. compared to the usual $2 plusplus. got back science test. did better than what i expected. i'm thanking him for that. really. heyy cheer up yar. grades arnt everything in the world. you studied. you did your best ya?? dont give up. i'm praying for you. there are much more important things then just studies. try to enjoy your teenage years. hey the bell's just gone. blogging later. three tests next week plus the geog test. need to go plan time liao.

2004-08-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

received geog test back todayy. thank god i didnt fail. studied like mad for it. i promise that next time i will score. study like mad for every test so it doesn't make much of a difference. my com's mouse is completely screwed. it wouldnt budge one bit. wasted lyk 15 mins just getting to this page. there's chinese test next monday. i've started, as promised i would. a few chapters left to go. now that i'm no longer distracted by a few stuff.lalalalala. i'm singing in my heart. the knot in my stomache's untied. went to meet ms ng after hmp. had this really heartening talk. the word punishment was appearing in my mind. she kept mentioning it alritte. but later realised what it really meant. i've learnt my lesson. tears have been shed. she's a really farnie teacher. like a two sided person. nice and not nice at the same time. "a sardine packed room". i'm really sick of this phrase. in primary sku it was really popular. ahaha. now come ot think of it. it's wierd. ohmann. realise the ~~stupid~~magazine pub thing's still to be done.and i'm in a fix and confised. should i or should i not? i wouldnt know until iive actually tried? time's running out real fast. by next year the decision would be made. -wriggles toes- how am i suppose to wait until then?

kincheng's acting wierd lately.her attitude's changed, i've noticed. well, tt's good.hope it changes for the better.hahaha.she's obsessed with sihui.

-rolls eyes

god, i really miss tzt. the drums, the blasting music, the jumping, friends, dora. everything. how i wish i could just go there again. i'm dreaming abt it now. and i can feel it pulsating and vibrating. wahaha.

there's cross country next week. 3 km i think. umm more then our napfa. running with yumei and i dunnoe who. at macRitchie. the slopes just kill me. and the trees there make no difference. i tink i'll just treat it as another training session. haha. training's starting next week. so fast!! i know you're smirking out there yumei (: but i just looove training. haha. all the absoulutely ridiculous exercises we do!!! wahaha. larfing like a pig the first time we did them.needa go munch liao. i'm starving((:

2004-08-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

you were the person who brought tears to my eyes
sorrow to my mind
ad joy to my heart.
why are you so confusing?
so sad!!i missed the second episode of sg idol!!hurhur...was at stppid chi tcher's house writing a compo.chi test this monday.9 topics lorh!! wanna die or wad.8 weeks left to exams.it scares me to know that time soars.ohmann i can still rmb the first day of school.haha.*innocent first years* yeah we were.but i've learnt my lesson.now i know.i've decided to be more focus.like do one thing at one time and do it well.not lyk multi tasking.and put my heart and soul in it.i've been doing rather badly in everything.it breaks my heart when i know how much i've studied and yet i score so low.hey i do care abt my studies alrite.and yes i do revise my work.haiz.just believe in him.yeah dats wad i'm gonna do frm now onwards.forever.not lyk some temporary person who only exist during exam times.ahaha.and ive changed my seat back.just for a change.to see if the environment is...anw need to practise piano plus violin.it's not as if i don;t practise.i do.almost every night if i have the time.and i'm broke man.class fund plus owing pple money.wahlao.need to go.

2004-08-10T18:26:00.000+08:00

i was so high i did't recognise
the fire burning in her eyes

national day parade yeaterday.went with my mum bro and cousins.it wasnt really that nice.the bag is the only nce thing i guess.plus the fireworks.soo loud.haha.anw ran all the way to granma's house just to catch singapore idol.this idiotic guard wouldt let us out until 8.20pm.so missed the first part of it.haha the lemon tree guy damn funny.soo cute!!! he can't dance. so pathetic.was laughing my head off can.haha it's really nice watching all the singaporeans humiliating themselves on national television.ahaha i carnt wait for the next episode!! SINGAPORE IDOL RAWKS!!

i carnt believe i'm gonna say it. but i am.hear it goes:

LIT RAWKS!!!

i really don't know why.can i just say it's an in depth subject which you can express your ideas flowing out??MARHARS..yeahh;

sku tbr.ohmanns.finished three suibis today.my hand was aching.well at least i finished my hwk. was so busy forgot to eat the soon kui in the fridge!! ohh i love soon kui (: yummm.anw gotta go now eat dinner bbyes (:

2004-08-07T19:07:00.000+08:00

today was another rather slack day.didnt really do anything.umm okay i did larh.did most of mye hw.left the suibi and jianbao.and studied.HAR!!i actually studied!! and watched i,robot.it's okay larh.not BADD.AND THE ROBOT IS SOO INNOCENT.hahaha.and i also helped my maid do the pineapple tarts.i rolled the pineappple balls.haha its fun.reminds me of when i was kindergarten playing with playdoh.wahaha so fun.packed my room and spent three hours playing my piano and violin.yay i love the holidays!! it's getting boring actually.fel weierd coz i'm usually never this free on a saturday.i absoulutely love maroon 5's she will be loved. it's lyk stuck on my mind for the whole day.haha.

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

2004-08-06T15:55:00.000+08:00

i love mye new template!!!

-hugs blog

spent two plus hours on it lor.guess it did pay off.

anw, wanna declare that our class forum is officially DEAD.no one has been posting for lyk dunnoe how long liao.and most of the topics have been cut off.haiz.but it's getting kind of boring.so sorry eehui.

today was the ndp in sku.it;s not national day parade.national day party.lame.and we were suppose to wear red to sku.but i didnt.so did most of our class.the rock band was sooo cool!! how do they ever play like that? but i have to admit, the piano person was getting on my nerves.soo sad next year no more band liao.hopefully can form another.haha.and they played all the singapore national day songs as usual.i tink they even ran out of songs to play and sing.wahaha.just to pass time until darn 10.30am.umm.teachers were called out on stage.chang tsai has a pink shirt!! haha she usually wears only a white moe shirt to school and a pair of black shorts.really.and aasics shoes.wahaha.but she was still wearing a black shorts with her pink shirt.carnt she ever get sick of it??haha.anw lots of teachers got called up to sing!! wahaha.mak sat at a table with his dear friend and covered his face with this paper.haha.acting dumb.but he still got called up to sing.but we didn't even sing one bit!! ms sabrina can dance man.wahaha.and chang tsai carnt sing.anw pple were going mad.jumping arnd and forming this train line running arnd sku lorh.crazy.lyk wads so nice abt nd?? the holiday's one thing, but the songs? and the present...urrh.a file.with pretty folders.urrh right.anw i didnt feel right today.dunnoe why.just felt real wierd.haiz.shant say much.i'm gonna slack today.not gonna do an hw.going to rest.going for this circus ting at bon lay.dunnoe why.my mum asked me to go i guess.

2004-08-05T19:04:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling soo refreshed and energetic!!

just woke up mahh

took a two hour nap

wahahaa.

today was a very slack day in sku.umm nothing much to say cept that i for once really payed attention in ms ng's maths class.i mean it.and she doesn't make empty threats.yeah she's fussy.like most maths teachers.and very practical.control freak>>.but she's rather nice i guess.what am i saying.i guess that's the impression i get frm her after she lectured me during recess.sigh.speaking of recess, the canteen food is getting way booring.usually it's asian food.really.if not noodles.i'll list it down from left to right ya?.

fruits

asian food (nasi lemak)

noodles

western

jap (yuck)

local delight

muslim

~~yong tau foo~~

nicest:local delight

yuck-est:obviously obvious "D

tomorrow dere's stuppid national day celebration in sku can.and we are suppose to wear red shirt and white skirt ((grossed out)).erhh errh errh.how?? i dunN wanna walk arnd sku looking like a cross of the spore flag and an idiot.we are all gonna be idiots.why carnt the sku be more creative.at least it's half day.wheee!! dun tink i'm going back to pl lorh.exams drawing near liaoz.in him i put my faith.i dunnoe wad im doing.just crapping away lar!!no training for two weeeks until 17 aug and we're playing games!! yeah! long tym since had dat.poor ting yumei has training thrice a week.haiz.finding a suitable blogskin for my ~~ugly~~nice blog now.

2004-08-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking.wad are REALLY true friends?? they're not lyk those pple who u hang out with just to JOKE and LAUGH and FOOL AROUND with.some are just rubbish.i mean it's okay to just be lyk that for a while ryt? but sumtimes i just carnt stand it.lyk hello? wake up!! dont turn a blind eye to ~~that~~.sickening.only noe how to ridicule and slander.i tink true frens are those who can actually stand up for you and be there for you.yeah.not just fake out and jive around like some crazy bird.i mean it okay.

2004-08-02T18:22:00.000+08:00

[who are true friends?]

ahh.finally have tym to blog again.heez.thankgod.ahaha.nuthing much going on these days. except that i went fro a concert with my mom ((forced to)) at the esplanade.okay larh.it wasn't really that badd.the NTU symphonic band just had to play for charity.sighsigh.it wasn't exactly nice.tink our school's one nicer.wahaha not lyk i've heard them play b4.but i dont noe why.i was extremely fidgity during the concert.hmmphs.maybe it was because there was this rather eediotic boy beside me who kept taking off his stinking shoes.or my brother who kept pinching me every five minutes.i dunnoe.but hu cares.was just sitting dere dumbly pretending to be paying attention///wadeva// den went for dinner arnd the esplanade.i miss macs.was tinking of a fish fillet the whole tym.wahahaa.had fish n chips instead.den went to takashimaya.didnt really look for anything.was in no mood to look and shop.went after home bout 11 plus slep bout 12 plus.was soo tired lorh.

monday.raining soo heavily in the morning.woke up very late.6:34 to be exact.was tempted to sleep.hey carnt blame me right?? was msgin yumei on the morning just to stay awake.haha thanks!!! damn ms ng.she found out that i forged that signature.haiz.i'm to blame.she makes empty threats.no training tomorrow plus no tests for two weeks!!!short lived huh? i'm really proud of ny track team.next yr i'll be running.hopefull.sheesh.IPW.living day by day on it. me yumei and kaihui are lyk urrhh.dunnoe bout the other one.feeling all inferior lorh.website.skit.presentation.only done one outta three.ONE.huh??? okay i'm spluttering nonsense.mad.wahaha.miss tzt.it's so fun!!! the drums and everyting.jumping arnd without a care in the world.just for him.wahaha.

-one way.ure the only one that i could live for.

2004-07-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

had geog plus maths test todayy.was damn difficult.DAMN.toiling and suffering in silence.endure.that's wad it's abt.brrrrh.

anw

today had no hmp

-rejoicing

yeah.but had this concert of JJ.apparently i still have not the faintest idea of him.his music is so eerhh.dunnoe why so many pple were shouting and cheering lyk madd for him when he appeared.especially the sec 4s.and he cluthched his crotch.utterly gross.freaky.that dj from 93.3 came along.wasnt the least bit interested or fascinated.not dat i even listen to chinese music.of course yumei and me plus eehui faith lydia sarah were just sitting dere dead pretending to be interested while pple around us shriek their heads off.uhuh.not lyk we care.we even screamed along.wahaha.and after dat there was the buying of his albums plus a free vcd to come along with it.yeah lyk dats BRIBING.and mak just had to squeeze his way thru to get a copy.wah laos los.me and yumei were just larfing our head off can.and kincheng just had to get his atgraph.bahahas.

and u noe wad?? i ACTUALLY met him personally kaae.was walinkg out of the photocopying rm when this rather short guy was standing outside.hey his hair wasn;t gelled up and he didnt look one single bit lyk in the poster hung up everywhere.so didnt noe it was him.and the stupidest thing i did was to just look at him and walked pass him!! didnt noe he was lin jun jie.wahaha.den he was looking me.think he was expecting me to ask for an autograph or sumting wahaha.

-kicks myself in the foot

hey nats are over.and we got third for B div and fourth for C div.yeahh its not exactly disappointing.we beat sports sku!! haha sure showed them.2nd was cedar.first sn.wahlao cedar sucks.carnt stand dem.fighting for 2nd place with them but lost.urrh.cheer so loud summore.eediots.chinese high DOUBLE CHAMPS.wahahaa.sigh how i wish ny trackk team could be lyk them.CONGRATS seniors!! really must congrat u guys.so pro.especially joanna.hahaa.we sec 1s cheered lyk screaming our throats out.and our banner.yesh im soo proud of it.its the longest on the field.haha.

-dedicated to NY TRACK TEAM: u guys rawk!!

2004-07-28T11:35:00.000+08:00

now in sku.this is the lyk dunno howmany times i've done dat.yumei beside me now.haha.later going for trackk nats.haiz REALLY hope we can bet sn. shall blog later.bb.

[yumei says hi]

2004-07-26T08:32:00.000+08:00

okay i'm sure my head's loadds better now.wahaha i'm blogging in sku.its it lesson now and we're doing html.how fascinating.its rather boring so decided to blog.sighh.maths science geog test this week.dunnoe why i don't feel stressed at all.dont know wad to do for this storyboard thing.heez.

2004-07-22T14:36:00.000+08:00

[confused.my head's swirling]

yesterday's ytd.went to choa chu kang stadium to support our trackk seniors for the nats.yes. we are duckies unite with our yellow shirts.ohwells.i itink we actually cheered the loudest.dey did prettaye well i guess.for the throws got champion for Biv.and the rest were 2nd and third.haiz .why carnt we juz beat sn for once??urghh.

i'm in a daze now.i dunnoe wad to do.it's complicated.the feeling just buggs me and it won't go away.why? when did it all start? i tot it was like pure platonic and happy and stuff.now it's just seperation.i don't know.my brain's clogged up.

now i'm blogging in sku waiting fer my mum to come.such a bad day.i wonder why.maths was last lesson which really summed up the whole thing.science maths and chem test next week.it's pathetic.there's the trackk nats tmr but i guess i'm not going after all.really wishi could wish dem luck yeahh.missing training again.and my stomache's growling.

[/thou shall be no PARADOX`]

2004-07-19T19:02:00.000+08:00

i miss tzt

i miss tzt.

sigh

2004-07-19T17:53:00.000+08:00

[my nose runs.did u noe?]

hieee.haven't touched mye blog for days.really busy with practicall everything.yesterday i was spending half the day in the toilet all becux of this stuppid stomachache.really hurts.felt lyk throwing up.and culdnt study at all cux i couldnt concentrate with all the running to the toilet every 5 to 10 mins.it's hectic.ahaha.so didnt do much of studying except read geography textbook and did this uranus ppt which i'm now working on.and theres the ipw ppt.its lyk...two groups presented today..which made us feel soo inferior.dey did soo many things.one grp did a website lor.i mean.it's too much effort put in really.haha.and we spent lyk 12 hours working on the final product.i was lyk HOW CAN??.and you.yes you.i dont think u belong much to the grp.the paper flew away.yeah.wad a likely story.wad heck of rubbish.and u still laugh.its lucky we didn't present today.

2004-07-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

went for dis maths workshop in the morning.its not lyk i wanna go one lor.dunnoe why i went in the first place.anws lucckily kincheng went.if not i'll be bored to TEARS.okay.so the sec 2 class was 2/5.and u noe wad?? dey were REAL crappy.so un-like sec 2s liddat// woerd.dey behave strangely.and dey are MUCH MUCH more focused den us sec 1s.hahaa.my plan sort of backfired when i wrote to ms ng the letter regarding her way of teaching.instead she became all emthu and stuff and dats how i ended here.haha.anw did almoz nothin for the activities.clever tianyuan did almoz everything lor.hahaa.

i found this really useful page frm the sku ivle lor.dey proovided lyk ALL the html codes for different font colours.haha so took advantage.still got tons of hw waiting for me to be done.haiz.

2004-07-16T16:08:00.000+08:00

[flute][flutist]

[violin][violinist]

[saxophone][sexist?]

bloggin in sku AGAIN.its lyk the third or fourth time i'm bloggin in sku.save tymhere waiting.heez.just had hmp lor.mrs ee brought us to see the band.lyk its some big deal or wad.den sum stuppid fish had to show off her band ting.wahahah.wasnt paying attention.hmp was just plain restless.and sipei said dat we were going for a class audition for teacher day ting...and when we came back frm hmp practically everyone was gone lor.soo crap.so now i'm waiting with lydia for my mum.lydia's practically going home with me everyday.haha.time to read fanfic.buaiz.

2004-07-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

heyy bloggin in sku. just had a lit test. it was soo difficult lor.had absoulutely NO time to write. my hand aches lyk madd.haiz.today is NOT a good day.firs got science den maths.new toppic again and bored to bits.den dere was cme.hadto complete the zuowen before the end of the day.haiz budden dindt finish as usual.haiz.ate icecream just now...still wanna eat lor.we are suppose to do geog now but lydia yumei and eehui are here with me in the com lab.haha okaes.gotta go.

hey thanks yumei eehui lydia for u-noe-wad...lol

2004-07-13T11:24:00.000+08:00

blgging in sku.its recess now and just ate jap.argh i hate jap food lor.got sick of it.i am sick of it now.heez...dis morning got the stupid teacher asked me to see her five tyms for five days...and todays not even counted....arrghh!!! stuppidd... i dun wanna see her.. she wears dat body hugging outfit which busted out her fats.and has tons of whyte hair ones.disguisting.female version of mak kkae.hate her...needa go now..dis ish really short.buaiz.

2004-07-12T17:40:00.000+08:00

todays only the first day of the third week of sku and i got caught for my sockks by dat fcuking tcher.yes she is.was she blind or wad?? everyone around her had lower socks den mine.at least my socks had dat four letters visible.unlyk others whose socks carnt even be seen at all.idiotic.she asked me to see her during recess lor.

so recess.den me n yumei wen to see her.i oso gave the maths improvement tingy for 1/9. den proceeded to meet her.den very fuannie leh.suddenly ms ng juz walked out of the room and asked hu we were looking for.den she saed dat tai-tai was having class. so PHEW! lor!! Nothing could have descrobed that relief i felt kae.den i was about to mention to ms ng dat i submitted dat document tingy to her and it was mak hu suggested it when suddenly mak oso came out of the rom.so on cue lor.haha.so in the end didnt see her.thank god thank god thank god.tink tmr hafta pul up mye socks WAY high.bombastic.arrghh.yay!! kincheng bought the poa magazine for me!! n a whole lot others lyk 7 magazines liddat.yeah soo happy!! den dere were dese stickers suppose to paste in the magazine but NO way am i ever gonna paste dem.i got hagrid and hermoine sticker plus dis stooopid tincan of biscuit which has nuthing related to poa lor!!! so not nice.i didnt get a single dan!! arghhhh!!! but did sum trading and now i got one fake looking dan plus one abit nice dan plus draco n pansy!!! wahahaa...

2004-07-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

haha was readding yumei's blog juz now..abt the bernie bott's every flavour beans...yeahh dat was soo cool lor.i tried the vomit and nosedirt flavour.GROSS groos gross gross.the vomit was okay lar.not dat badd.den i tot it was fake so i took the earwax and it oso quite okay so i tried the nosedirt one.it was lyk...colourful... so tot it was un-dangerous den bit it///// spat it out immediately...erhh it was soo gross lyk rotten tomatoes plus soyabeans.yuck yuck yuck!!! i hate tomatoes..the sweets were frm lydia frm america!! so cool...wann one oso...haha

today laura and lucas and elizabeth and her brother came over fer dinner lor.haha we were telling all the jokes we knew and larfing lyk xiao over them.den dunnoe why accidently in love got stuck in my mind sho dats why its on my blogg now.hahaa.den laura and lukie had to go earlier so dey left lor.haiz dunnoe when will be the next tym i'l see them? maybe next year... haix..in newzealand dat wll be.dey flying off on friday.hmmph sho fast.i wanna watch mean girls!!!

hey im sorry i shouted at you okay.u noe my temper kept rising and hadnt cooled.so sorry i shouted at u for noe reason.really unlike valencia.yeah im soo sorry.acted quite bitchy.hope u noe hu u are if ure reading dis.

2004-07-10T11:29:00.000+08:00

wah...quite long time since i last blogged.been real busy with training and homewark.its lyk always training and homework.haiz lor.ok so shall blog abt yesterdae.celebrated youth day funfair cum racila harmony day. the funfair was okay lar.not exactly funn.we were selling mashed and baked potatoes.den everyone at the stall was super busy.you noe, lyk scoop the potato den forgot to put the bacon bits that kind of thing.yeah. stuppid mak lor never help us buy or sell.wad kind of tcher is he.betrayer,he was lazing around getting as much food as he could as usual.hmmmph.anws, was more interested in walking around den helping awt the stall.me n yumei juz walked arnd, lyk looking here and there. we were kind of OVERWHELMED. yeah cux got so much food and stuff all arnd. did a glitter tatoo thing on my arm.both of my arms.quite nice lar.ones a fire tingy the other is juz sum kind of bunched up thing.queued up fer sooo long lor!!! wanted to bead my hair but realised that your hair would stick up in sum awkward shape after that.so didnt.and we kept ranning(?) out of money lehh.there was dis henna thing which was real cooL cox u could write elfish on you hands. so nice we wanted to do it sooo badly budden dey had to close down the strores soon and there was still a long queue.owells.so we did another glittery thing.haha i forgot to mention dat i got my hair sprayed blue in streaks.not very obviuos thou.now im praying te glitter thing would survive until at least the day sku starts on monday *grinx*

later at about 7 plus went with lydia to the MEP concert at vic concert hall.we were lyk soo late lor.very scared dey wont let us in.fortunately did lar.only missed one performance.anws the pple were lyk soo gud lor!! even better den our sku's hmp pple.dey all play very fast!!! very crystal clear summore.and got renne's sister frm mgs oso!! budden the pple were lyk kind of wierd? dey play until very dramatic...u noe lyk their bodies sway here sway dere one.so fuannie.so emotional.but inject too musch emotion liaos.ahaha.dey oso played the song our sku uses when the students need to return to their classrms in the morning.was very nice but kind of loud.and this boy in the first row front seat juz coulndt stop MOVing in his seat.wads his problem??? well i guesss all great musicians are liddat.ahaha.den went home with lydia.sho tired lor.slept in the carr.

2004-07-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

ok...manage to change my blog layout...thnks to penny.lolx.wanna change the colour cux i DUN REAlLy lyk pink.aniwaes, LAURA AND LUCAS CAME BACK FRM NZ!!!! im sho HapPy!!!really erally very long tym never see dem liaox.lyk..last year?? june holidaes... okay not very loong budden miss them mas.anw laura's just as *slim* as ever and lucas just as cute.hahaa.still remember dat tym he lyk star wars,, den he try to act as luke skywalker.sho cute lor!!! today went to watch movie!!! spiderman 2!!!watched wif marc evan nikkie laura lucas and of cux me and my brother.its lyk have old company again.cux we were lyk ' childhood mates' liddat? yeah. arrghhh the movie so damn nice nice nice!!! the stunts and action and the flying part was sooo nice!!! and the movie oso vey farnie lor.kept larfing beside laura during the movie.peter parker really very poor ting in the show.i was larfing to bits man.really veh fuannie and nice and everyting!!! arrghh!!! i wanna watch again.den in the end when mj touched his face he was lyk gonna faint liddat.everyting was so...nice!!!lol.i lyk dat part...very fuannnie one when he was trying to test whether he got his power back den he try to jump off the building to reach another building lars... den he shouted 'Im back! I'm back!!!'...but of cux lar he fell all the way down the building and then crunched his back.ouchhh. den he was lyk trying to straighten his back den it cracked REAL loud den he said 'my back! my back!'.hahahahaa!!! suprised he didnt die thou.den oso when the ting was about to end and they were about to kiss den everyone in the cinema satrted making smooching noises lor!! especially the front row.everyting really veh farnie!!muz go watch!! those never watch ones.the characters veh suitable fer the show lor..den after dat was about 5 plus den went to eat someting...den walked around..looking at the ba qua stalls.hahaa.

haiz tomorro start sku liaox. shit got chinese tmr... sighs.but soo happy watched spiderman!!!

2004-06-30T16:55:00.000+08:00

arghhh!!!!! mye blogs a MESS!!!! wHOA!!! wad hppened to it lor... shucks now mux redo it. sho stuppidd.wokkays.fine.wadeva.so now its term 3.time really soars kkae??? dun lyk it.den firx day of sku hadda change seats lor!!! stupid stupid!!! arghh!! den had to do sumting really spastic...hadta draw lots to get ur sitting pardner.den kudntt sit wif yumei.sooo sadd lor.was sad de whole dae.still sad now.sum pple really realy got loads of fate and luck den can still sit tigether.hmmphs.really miss sitting wif yumei.really lor...but now not so bad.cuz at least im sitting infront of her.since kincheng had an empty seat, i moved in.heehee.dats a pariah gropu.[pariah].but didnt matter juz as long kuld sit near yumei.wahahaa.haiz.class really gettin quietdese days.maybe its only the first week.i dunnoe.and den he juz told us dat there are going to be two more chinese tests lor!!! den one of dem test 9 chpters lor!!! 9 chpters??? im gonna FAINT lehhs.sighhs.going to sleep leh.or maybe surf around.juz get away frm homework while i cann.haiz.

2004-06-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

Thursday, 24 june 2004

wahahahahaahaaaaa.... now at yumei's house...struggling wif ipw project lor!!! ate dinner here.yummy was damn hungry stomache growling and sooo exhuasted.carnt do hw when get home.soo thank god we finish!!! hahaaa i came at about 9am den did all the way to 830pm lor.ok jux realised we havent finished and yumei's announcing it...about how problematic everything is...her com..everything...hahaha.farnie man watching her.now she askin her mum for diskette so can save info to transfer into another labtop.haha.yeah we were suppose to do project file.den seemed lyk quite MANAGEBLE.budden as we progressed, den lyk suddenly become sooo complicated lor!!! lyk everyting needed to change coz we got our hypothesis wrong.soo tired.working at larfing at the same tine.everytime lyk seem to finish one ting den was soo satisfied and happy to tick off the list, den something wuld happen to it. dis is NOT a happy day.haha.we were working ion two coms lar, sending info here and dere.haha.den kept calling maureen and kaihui to ask dem about the ipw.we are really slow man.realy.haiz.

2004-06-23T16:09:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, june 23 2004

been eating dumplings for threee days leh. for breakfast.lunch.dinner.twice everytime.and still NOT SICK OF IT!!! hahahaaaa!!! stilll loving dumpling.lolz.tink gonna continue until end of hols.yay now gonna watch sku of rock!!!

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2004-06-23T15:38:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, 23 june 2004

been struggling and wondering whether i should do a new blog layout.should i ??or should i not??duhnnoe.it juz came into my mind... heehhee.

this is for ~~her~~:

i think you should know that im talking about you.do you know i've been restraining myself for a very long time?? everytime i see you, its nothing but shit.can you please stop?? ure getting way too deep onto my nerves.im freaking out whenever you are just appear.stop pissing me off.do you ure the only person i ever felt so damn fustrated about?and its not only dat.its your attitude.it sucks.don't just try and suck up to people cause its not worth it.i can't believe im actually telling you this.stop acting and get a life.i know you try to act cool just to fit in.but let me tell you.its worthless.and quit criticising those around you.you know i dont really mind it but u just cut way too deep.its more like stinging.dont bother me anymore.go away.

2004-06-22T20:12:00.000+08:00

ok.urm.went fer chi tuition todae.at simei.den went to eastpoint.neede to but dis chi assessment buk.had not enuf money so hadta borrow frm therese 10 bucks.she going for hioiliday again lor!! so unfair!! how cum swhe keep going holiday one??! den she going indonesia again lor!! haiz..but im burdened wif hw and hafta revise again.sheesh.can die one.haiz.den went to this shop called precious memories.bought this pencil box even thou im broke!!! arghh couldnt control myself lor!!! haha.its sumting lyk lydis pencil box last tym one.tink i needa change my blog layout again.hmmm.

2004-06-21T11:50:00.000+08:00

monday 12 june 2004

went fer holiday again.dis tym went to keylong.dunno how to spell lar.no at firz went to kL.den got lotsa shops of magazines!!! and den got sooo many harry potter news kk?? and lyk got one huge poster of dan!!!! aRRRGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!but e news were all in malay.so saddd...i was gritting my teeth the whole day lor. wanted soo much to buy kkae??hmpph.den went to keylong.took this real bumpy and seasicking boat ride there.its a kampong for fishing.and its built on stickes like dose kind of kampong houses? yeah and its raised ryt above the water so its real scary lyk u can jux fall ryt in?? yeah but fun lar.only spent on nite there.firx afternoon was spent on fishing lar.my rod kept getting entangled wif graces one// irritating lor.den had to keep bothering the uncle to help me cut off the line and fix again.paiseh:).sometyms had ter wait very loong lor.tink i caught 4 pufferish and 3 catfishes plus one flower crab? it was soooo fun lor.the uncle dere say dat pufferfish damn lousy and useless.duhnnoe why i keep catching den keep wasting the bait.haiz.summore its all thorny and smelly.my hands were covered wif scales and had thad fish smell. but it was worth it cux it was sooo fun!! den got the fishing competition.i didnt even knew i had participated lor!! didnt even say anyting den got e forth prize.actually culd get third prize one budden the guy hu got third pize had the smae number but bigger fish.hmmmph unfair!!!but didntreally care was real tired and exhausted no more energy.tink the uncle counts as anyone holdin a rod as participating in the competion XD.den lyk sseven plus went to eat dinner.it was what we caught lar den they go and cook.but neva cook pufferfish.see how wasted my effort was?? now i noe how tom felton feels when hes fishing.lol.its fun lar.not dat kind of boring loong wait. budden oso muz go to dat kind of alot-of-fishes area den nicer lar.heee.den stayed up until very very very late lor.bout 3 am liddat. u noe i slept in front of the tv in the hall on the chair?? so paiseh lor. was watching this chinese love show den juz closed my eyes and dozed off.den my brother had to wake me up juz to ask me to go to my bed to sleep.hehee.and my brother never slept at all lor!! i tink he kept casting his rod all over the lake until lyk 7 plus wif his frens.tink he was too enthu to catch a fish.in the end he didnt catch a single ting.haix.

watched day after tomorrow and school of rock!!! so nice lor!! the jack guy was lyk so fuanny lor!! kept larfing nonstop until my mum had to ask me to be quiet if not had to go to my room.the day after tomorro was okay lar.the effects were gud lar buddn didnt lyk the ending.too fast short abrupt wadeva///

2004-06-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

today was a loooong dae.ok lar not dat long.

today dere was last year 6 faith class gathering.left for the sku bus stop at about 11.45 liddat.den tot i was late so rushed all the way.met ruiyi dere.hahaa long tym no see so was very very happpy. shujun meijing margaret yiteng lam su ann sherlene sharon clarisse anabella shao qi meijing weiling zoe charis lim/toh cheryl reene sarah were all there.plus ms tan.yeah.it was quite fun.budden oso very hot lar.summore i wearing black shirt?? den played on the swing.i love swings!! den got dis round swirly dish ting dat goes round and round and round.den i sit kana fall down lor.paiseh.but fun.tink ruiyi oso fell too.lyk wanna vomit but couldnt??hees. den went to heartland mall wif ruiyi and charis initially.went to take neos.i was so gong lor.lyk we weer suppose to look dumb and i smiled? den suppose to point finger i go and point index?? hahaaa.wierd.den after dat met renee weiling sherlene cheryl zoe dere den took neos together.hahaa.met clarisse and ana there oso.hee. den had ter rush home.by den was lyk 5 plus liddat gona 6.den was stuck in a super long traffic jam.haix

2004-06-16T17:49:00.000+08:00

hiya.ok i juz watched confessions of a teenage drama queen. it was okay lar.not too badd.but kinda impossible to happen in real life u see.hee.now listening to perfect ten.vernon a's barking his head off.he's trying to bark to the tune of everytime.but apparently he failed.still i dun lyk him.hah hah.studied abit for science.the cells and stuff.realised got alot alot alot of stuff to learn kkae?? n summore soooo difficult and complexing!!! ahahaaaa....how to enjoy sku life.hmmmz.i noe...muz tink of sku as hogwarts.heeheee.den lyk hus mcgonagall, snape, binns, lupin*gulps*, *umbridge...muahaHahaHa... dats mean but hu cares.yeah i'l do dat wif e other harry potter fans!!! weeehee...dat will be fun.needa go complete hw leh...buaiz "D

2004-06-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

yay!!!! yay yay!! juz came back frm holiday frm kuantan malaysia.it was so damn shoik.hee.its like the hotel got one big beach with e waves coming at u.den lyk so salty so when the water gets into your mouth it stings.yeah...i got loads in mouth so i stung.hahaa.and oso spat out tons of sea water.grosss lor.budden didnt care.became a roasted chicken. heehee.hu cares.workin on my tan.i tot i was black enough but seems like i was wrong all the while.now im red.sighh.den got dis big swimming pool.veh fun one and oso very deep (1.8m)...so we played dis diving game, lyk hu can dive to the bottom first.fun.den went to this big jacuzzi.it was real hot.lyk more than 70 dgrees? hu cares? so i went in and i was lyk screaming and yelling cux i was soooo hot lor.den ran around playing catching wif dem.hahaa// stayed dere for two days.the second day went to dis mall called berjaya mega mall.fuannie name. budden e shops all quite nice.after walking around for a few hours i bought two pairs of shoes,two shirts, a necklace, and alot alot of dvds and vcds!!!! whoa!!! u noe i actually bought sku of rock, shrek 2, confessions, n loadds more!!! there was poa oso kkae?? so tempted to buy. budden e cd not good cux all pirated and it happened to be dat poa had to be particularly bad. stoopid.hmmph.den got 13 going on 30.too lazy to name.lolx.den oso passed buy dis mag. shop.n den they sold lots and lots of magazines with poa posters kk??? got daniel oso!!! i was lyk so tempted to buy k??!? couldnt resist!!! arrgh!den my mum was lyk puzzled cux i actually told her i wanted to buy dat magaxine to improve my malay.den she was lyk wad r u tokin about??? actually wanted the poster. and she went lyk no way.so we trudged out of the shop (wearily).hmmpph.i want a poster!!! my wall's all empty!! u noe ive been reserving alot of spaces for poa posters.but e problem is i juz cant seem to get one!!! shucks

2004-06-11T12:58:00.000+08:00

haha.spent da whole morning working on this man.so proud of myself!!think wanna add sommore pics anothertym.tata!!

2004-06-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

now reading dat lit buk...e marigolds one...trying soo hard to do e assignments...den nver do...so mux look back at e buk again.sighhs.now holidays really really very slack lehs.usually will complete hw by lyk firz week one.den now i havent even finished one quartz of it lor.actually wanted to go escape yesterday.budden went for concert*festival of praise*.very nice lorx!! lyk everyone was jumping up and down.having plain fun lors.so nice.one day mux invite more of my frens to come to tzt.hmm...me n yumei are lyk currently having trouble deciding where to meet up fer e ipw.still carnt decide.buden mux complete dat darrn tingy before sku reopens.sheesh.tonite got sos.YAY!!! daniel lyk still very cute n innocent liddat..carnt imagine he grow up until lidat..hahas...maebe later going out...bu dunnoe where lor..den nxt fri might be going out again to watch movie...seems lyk fri is my going-out dae((:

2004-06-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! SOOO DARRNz HAPPY!!!! YAY YAY YAY!!! watched poa today!!! wif yumei penny lydia at ps.so nice lorxx!!! dan sooo shuai lors!!! his hair was dat usual messy kind...real nice.den lyk emma watson oso very pretty lor!!rupert was lyk...okies lar...he lyk very abit extra liddat...ahahaa.i was quite late cux had to rush down frm piano class at 8.30.den violin class was at 10-11.den e movie started at 12.den i was lyk OMG...im gonna be late.thank god i wasnt late.reached dere at lyk a few minutes past twelve budden it was all advertisements.we bought one LARGE.real large.bucket of popcorn lors.hee.so e movie was starting. i was lyk OMGOMG den we were lyk so ji dong lors. the movie was soooooo nice!!! except it ended lyk toooo soon lehs.nver show e hogwarts train n blahblah.aniway very thankful can watch liaoxx! so damn happy.potter'd.yeah.

after dat we went to times cux wanted to buy e 8 days mag cux got dan pic mah.den got sooo many nice mags with all e nice nice pictures lor!! soooo many lor *overwhelmed*...sooo tempted to buy!!! budden so ex lyk 8 plus liddat lor(sad). den after dat was in a fix cux couldnt decide to go heeren or bugis.den decided to go heeren to take neoprints after foloing penny.den lyk it was soo crowded dere, den when we went there we veh jin zang n messy liddat.cux we had to take shots in up n down poses mah.den had to move up and down quickly.den owaes not dat prepared so end up take not nice.but very fuannie lor.den when come to e designing part we were so lyk nervous den any how design den design den not nice soo keep erasing lor.so luan budden very fun lars.den took two tymes.haha.

i wanto watch poa again!!! WAHAHAHA...gonna dream bout it tonite...heex...daniel radcliffe rawkx!!!

2004-06-02T15:25:00.002+08:00

jux watched troy again!!! vehvehvehveh nice!! woohooo!!!! now very free cox e party juz ended.my rooms in a huge mess lorx.sigh.needa do alot of cleaning up later.now jux hog the tv.ahahaas.love holidaes!!!

2004-06-02T10:45:00.000+08:00

todae woke up at bout 10 plus.tink i slept fer 10 over hours lorx!! longest dis year sho far.woke up at tink 8 plus den slept again den woke up at 9 going to 10 den replied sum smses den slept again den woke up again lors.haiz.todae got kuzzins 21st burfdae.den celebrating at my house lor.sighh.i dun even noe anybody frm dere kumin here.so sad.aniwae feel guilty coz nver buy him any present budden oso not very close to him oso.later watching troy again!!!me father got e dvd so gonna watch again!!! love orlando n bradd pitt!! troy rawks...got alot of movies to watch durin e holzz.den dis fri gonna go out wif yumei penny n lydia to watch poa at plaza singapura.so darrnn happy kaes.been lokinf forward lyk since...begguning of dis year?? haiz.

2004-05-31T11:53:00.000+08:00

yay!!! so super happy!!! coz now holiday liaoz...can go out wif frens...althou still got dat pile of hw to be touched.ahahas.yesterday went to lotr exhibition...finally.it was so nice lor!!! went wif yumei and penny and my bro...haha. it was ok lar...quite interesting...budden soooo little on legolas...Flabergasted...but still happy dat went larx...den ate macs...e stpppid auntie...had to wait soooo long for my burger!!! ARRGHH...den after dat wanted to go toilet...budden we got soo fascinated by the swinginf metallic thingy..so never go...den played wif it...den had to go liao coz had violin clas.s...ahahas...yeah!!! only threee omre days or two...to POA!!! cant wait to watch!!! going crazy liaoZ!! den after dat still got shrek2, mean girls, confessions of a teenage drama queen...woa non stop...plus wanna rewatch all e vcds and dvds...yesterday watched lotr again!! very nice...realised how helpless frodo was AGAIN...bwahahahahaha....

2004-05-24T14:02:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! YAY YAY YAY!!!!! sooooo happy!!! coz e napfa i got all As....got 30 points!!! YAY!!! got sumting gud happen todaes larx....

todae *hmphh*....got ipw lar...den suppose to do e draft tingy...den turned out we nver even do a single ting....haizhaiz...den sum grps oreadi do sooo much....n wad wre we doing??? juz sitting dere telling each other riddles...corny n lame..den desperately wanna-ing todo fan3 ying4..or thoughtz lar....den only wrote a bit....so slack leh....

now the reason is stuck in my mind.....heyy nice song....so dun mind....hahaa....

hmph my post really short budden got to go liao...blogging using sku com..got dis track briefing for cip lo...dun wanna go leh....very slack again.ahahas...buaiz

2004-05-21T16:34:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHAHAH.....so so so so looooong nver update blog liao....ARRRGHHHH...sorrie pple!!! actually i abandoned my blog one.....coz i realyyy didnt care about it....den suddenly lyk inspiration came back...u could say bounce back...n den started to blog sgain....now jun hols cummin...den can blog lyk xiao!!!!

ARGGHHHHH!!!!!!!! HARRY POTTER COMING LIAO!!!!WHOOO HOOO!!!!! WANNA WATCH!!! GONNA WATCH THREE TYMES!!!WIF DIFFERENT PPLE...........ARRRGHHHHHHH.........we were planning on going to bugis junction to watch den take neoprints...den after dat wanna go great world city to watch coz can watch one movie after another coz nobody guarding the place one lor...haiz...cant really decide leh.........

haiz...now bloggin in sku after sku...wif yumei n lydia here....lots of tings haf been happening in sko u lor...too manny to say...im crunching potato rings away...accordind to lyd they r
potato rings...called it cartwheels..aniwae...hahas...now is e exam tym lor...got no mid year lar...budden got tests EVERYWEEK!!! can die one....den dey giving back e results....WAH LAO lor....i got lyk a few B3s...actually almoz all...den only two As...pathetically pathetic leh...unlike sum pple in e class...so damn smart!!! lyk dun need to study can score soo high one!!! haiz lor.....dey r shooting us....wif e results.so bad ones...dunt dey noe its causing us more stress wif each passing day?? * potato rings rox* ...urm lemme see...eng got A2..Lit got A1 * grinx*...den e maths n sci n e rez all in e Bs....soo *bleah * lor!!!! im typing on a bouncing keyboard...coz e ting spoil liao...hee...going home wif lydia later....den muz go n study liao...so stoopid lor...she sooo hardworking...make her own history notes in a book...den lyk we were *stumped* coz we were overwhelmed...*history is exciting*...den i havent even studied lor...HAIZHAIZ....MUZ go n do hstry notes myself...me n yumei signed a contract...dat we would sleep b4 12 am every nite...budden lyk almoz every nite would fail one lor...dis is the second contract we failed to stick to liao...urm...took napfa test...it went quite alright...i got all As.yipeE!!! e inclined pull ups i was staring at dis black spot on the wall...so to concentrate on it so wouldnt fell tired...did i tink 22 liddat...den e shuttle run i actually ran lyk a B timinmg...den when e other tcher took e timing...den it was faster lor...e tcher so slow fan ying one...harhar...den e standing board jump...tried my bez...budden got lower den laz year one...did i get heavier or sumting??

now american idol lyk booring lor...left diane n fantasia...i dunnoe hu i actually like more....maebe none of dem...sighhs...cant wait for singapore idol..tink it rawks!!! budden maebe singaporeans will malu demselves firz...hahas....cant wait!!!! hope will find sumone hu sings very well...like...dunnoe...clay lar...haiz....

needa go liaoz...feel so xian frm studying...like nver ending liddat...wish it would end NOW...

2004-04-10T17:39:00.000+08:00

yay!!!manage to finish all the darn homework liaoz...loadss and loadss of it lor...so xian...xtra xian...todae got urm...tuition...den piano tuition...haiz...i juz realised i still got tuition hw...sighss...nver ebd one...

yesterday nite bout 11plus...stayed up to watch e passion...yeah i noe...im underaged...budden didnt care...i found it quite alrite...should be lyk pg liddat...its about christ...n his so ever great lurve...ohman...i was sorta all dreary and crying inside...very sad...very touoching...got all the torturous stuff and whipping...n the the nail went thru his hands!!!...it was groSS...althou it wasnt meant to be...im still traumatised kae...hmmmpphh....can go to new creation church tomoro wif ethel...New CREATION CHURCH ROX MY SOX...anione hu go theres will definately agree wif me...so true...amen...hahas...TOM FELTON IS ~~SOOO~~ CUTE!!!hahas...see his new pic here...

2004-04-09T08:15:00.000+08:00

so i woke up early in the morning...den couldnt sleep...so turned on e comp to do dis...no not really...haiz...
yumei all the others ran yesterday...not bad...errh...shant say liaoz...next tym will be my turn liaoz... NXT WEEK!!!n im runnnin against jolynn!!!ARRRGHGHG!!!!

went to fan xing a while bout the week...realised dat i have been laughing alot during hmt lesson...too much liao...n erm...not really paying attention in class...eh...so bad lor...muz jia you liao...if not...nvm...i fell so relieved...the tests for the week all over liaoz...not bad lar...still can pass but a very lousy pass..i hope not so bad...someting accidental happened while i was on the net searching fer sumting...i was searching for *picture of slytherin crest*...den come out on the search was a fanfic website...unannealed...the stories were VERY VERY VERy GROSS...shant say animore...

2004-04-08T18:29:00.000+08:00

IF URE READING DIS...I WANNA THANK 2 PPLE SOOO MUCH KAE???FOR E SIMPLE PLAN CD!!!YAY!!!MUAX!!

2004-04-01T17:13:00.000+08:00

(juz testing dis tingy...) harlow!!!ninerz RULE!!!